GugaKnightWolf

First of all, I'm terribly sorry for not responding to comments and messages this past week, unffortunately I'm having very few time on my hands....and the net on my work SO FUCKING SUCKS, so loading DA here is like an everyday horror -____-....but thanks A LOT for all the comments and sweet words I've been receiving, you guys rock so much, I want to glomp each and everyone of you *0*

So, yesterday was Spirit Day...I love the colour purple, but I didn't know about such a great iniciative until today, there's no way to explain how I support this! People, we have to open our minds....we live in the 21th century, love is free, our minds are free, our inner self is free...or, at least, should be. I feel very sorry for all the bullied teenagers, but more then that, I feel PITTY for those bastard bulliers...to have a whole lifetime of mind mediocrity, living with prejudice and primitive concepts that they just...you know...accept is patetically sad.

Maybe someday they will see all the harm they are doing and this is not just for the "straight" mockers...there are TONS of gay mockers too, if you don't know that. To think that the bulliers are only a bunch of masculine stereotipes is such a huge mistake, I personally know more gay people who bully other gays for not being "gay the right way"...if you're not a faggot wearing pink, then you're not good enough to be gay or something like that...COME ON, EVERYONE! Let's show a little respect here, ok? No stereotipes, please! Gay or straight, leave people be what they want to be, that's the point of the spirit day, at least that is what I understand. You don't have to prove yourself to anybody, you don't have to fit in one or other stereotipe, you don't have to be what others want or expect you to be...just be yourself, what makes you confortable!

NOw, time to be selfish ! I want to talk about one of the worst experiences of my life...SONIC THE HEDGEHOG, FROM PS3!

****J-E-S-U-S C-H-R-I-S-T, THAT WAS THE WORST GAME I'VE EVER PLAYED****

Its own existence is a shame for the video game industry...no, to HUMANITY! You see, I'm one of the few that loves 3D sonics...Sonic Adventures, Sonic Heroes, Sonic and the Secret RIngs, even the infamous Sonic Unleashed and SOnic and the Black Knight (I LOVE IT *_*) have a place in my heart, so I thought "Oh shit, how bad can this thing be? I bet people are exaggerating...".........no......they are not exaggerating....in fact, they are wrong, because I've never read A SINGLE REVIEW that states HOW AWFULLY BAD THAT PIECE OF CRAP IS! I rated it a round and big 0...yes, Z-E-R-O, I never gave zero to anything in my life and I love to rate albuns and games...but Sonic the Hedgehog 2006 is a game in that absolutelly NOTHING is good! Lenghty loading times, a terrible complicated hub world, weak story, aweful level design, frustating gameplay, glitchy graphics, repetitive soundtrack, a princess kissing a hedgehog...omg, it's just to bad to be true.

How did sega released this...thing? I preffer not to think how they harmed they dignity by doing so....I'm going to play Zelda now, I NEED something to get this terror out of my mind T_T

Yes, here I am at my college, during an EXTREMELLY boring class of civil process (or whathever is the name of this shit in english), with my computer in front of me and bitching here at Deviant Art <3. The fun part of it is not only the bitching part (which I do very often and not only in DA hehe), but the part where involves yours trully not being in that terrible class. Right now I'm using the college wi-fi, laying down on a very confortable sofa they have on our "academic directory" (or whathever is the name of this shit in english [2]), eating chocolate, getting fat...you know, the usual...everything while a very boring class goes by...and you know what? I'm feeling very good about it....not proud, but I'm sure having more fun than the other 10 guys (the class is supposed to have 50 students...so imagine how bad that class is, everyone is skipping -_-) there.

So, as I have loads of things to think on my free time (XD), I'm really eager to know something about you that read my journal ^^! I would like to know 5 things that make you happy, some stuff that complete you. Well, I'll go first

*My 5 God-Like bands: man, I can write here the whole day about them...I'm going to do a journal entry about each one, but what I can say is that those 5 bands mean a life for me. I worship them, really! They are Leaves Eyes, Versailles, Dark Moor, Tristania and Visions of Atlantis <3! I'm the kind of fan that checks their sites every fucking day and needs to listen at least one song of each of those bands per day. Right now I'm listening to Leaves Eyes <3

*Video-games: do you know a more versatile form of expressing yourself, a more immersive way of art? I don't....video games are literature, are cinematic, are fantasy and innovation in all of its splendour.

*Animals: I, personally, understand more the animals than the people. For some reason, I seem to have a conection with them, I love every single animal that crosses my path, going to fluffy dogs to fearsome snakes....and, for some reason, I've never feared any of them and they usually seem to get well with me too. They are the cradle of innocence, a proof of the goodness of the world and of nature.

*Sugar: ok, now this is a vice ....I can't avoid eating loads of chocolate, pounds of candy, dozens of cakes....I don't know why, my body claims for it. I've tried to stop or, at least, eat less candy...but i've suffered so much, it is already like a drug to me. I started crying when I spent more then 3 days without chocolate. So yes, in a VERY wicked way, sugar makes me happy -__-

*Working out: something had to make up for the sugar XD. Well, I LOVE going to the gym! It cleanses me, I'm at peace when I'm working my body out, there's nothing better than to be happy with your own body! It is a matter of self esteem

Ok, now I want to hear about you ^^! I want lots of comments here, ok, haha? Big hugs to you all

So yo everyone, how are things with you? I'm kindda fine, except because there is this weird woman looking straight at me here in my job...yes, I know, maybe because she is thinking "this bastard should be working instead of being in DeviantArt"...but probably she doesn't know what DA is, so she may just be planning a way to steal my soul! BRING IT ON, BITCH XDD! -N

Anyway, yesterday I was playing Zelda (and this is the part where that fucking O RLY? owl shows up and steals your soul...OMG, the weird woman is the O RLY? owl o.O! EPIC WIN), Spirit Tracks to be more accurate, and I was thinking: man, I love this series to the bones! I could die playing Zelda and I would die happy, really! It's indeed like a religion to me, I have the triforce tattooed on my back and I'm very proud of it. So, why does Nintendo keeps me suffering this bad -_-? The DS games are known for bring Zelda to the casual gamers, the new nintendo philosophy, but WTH, don't fuck with my favourite series ò___ó! Zelda IS NOT CASUAL, PERIOD! Zelda is (supposed to be) a serious game, with a deep story and heavy mood...the "save the fucking princes" thing is sooooo over, but that is what happens in Phantom Hourglass...and Spirit Tracks, where they don't even have a story? Unless you consider that "demon king" bullshit a story. Well, I don't =**...and uncle Ganny also doesn't.

The point is: after the release of the EPIC, FANTASTIC, MARVELOUS Twilight Princess (that is the best Zelda ever and if you are one of those tr00ls that hate TP, you are a fucker and you deserve to die ^^! Complaints against me can be posted in the comments below, cheers /o/)I was expecting a little bit more, I was expecting the series to grow deeper and not shallower. The game is short, the temples are so uncreative and everything about it seems childish and mediocre...and don't come at me saying that this is because they are handheld games, the Oracle Series are handheld and are EPIC titles! I could rate them both 10 without a second thought.

Skyward Sword is comming, thank Metal God! I can't wait for it *__*! The tr00ls/haters may have...ahn...hated (O RLY Owl just stole your soul...again ^^)the visual style but MAN, I loved it! It's like a painting, it's so colorful, beautiful and artistic! Things doesn't have to look gloomy to be serius, for Metal Gods sake! How manny shitty PS3/X-Box 360 have realistic graphical style but doesnt' have feeling...or even quality? And come on, Okamis visual is also like a painting and everyone seems to suck its balls, sying things like "ohh, its so creative, artistic, cute, mimimimimi..."...OMG, you can start to suck me right now, it's just a Zelda COPY O_O! A great Zelda copy that left me playing for almost 45 hours, but still a copy. So whats the point about the complaints about Skyward Sword style, folks? Stop being paradoxal, ok? I'm much more worried about the gameplay, the story and the feeling the game will deliver us....I want it to be serious, no more side stories and jokes, please! I want misteries that fit in the timeline, I want a breathtaking story, I want Z-E-L-D-A!

Well, to finish this, about todays deviation! It's not posted yet, I will do so in a couple hours, but it will be a drawing of Lilith...of course, because of Lilith Immaculate, haha ! This is so fitting me right now /o/. And just for you to know: I'm not satanist, much for the opposite! Lilith for me is just a legend...you don't honestly believe in a God that will throw away his daughter from Paradise just because she refused to be Adams housewife, right o.O? Well...I don't...GOd for me is something much more bigger and and if it was true, Lilith would've been the first woman with attitude and power, fighting forher rights as a woman and equal to any man...and this turns me on a lot, I love strong girls *¬*

Cheers to you all /o/

Man, really...I have to stop desappearing, you know. One of those days I was noticing something: I think about lots of things that I should put on a blog, so I think "Yeah, I should use DA journal and stuff" but, for some odd reason, I always seem to postpone it. But now I'm sick of postponing things, I'm sick of the same everyday. My life has to change.

First, I'll update this and my youtube regurlarly, but don't ask me for orkut,facebook, msn or any of those things because I have no time for it. I'm in my work now writting this, waiting for some clients, so, while they don't appear, I'll be writting things here.

So, for the real matter: new steps on my new life! First thing, eliminate bad influences and bad people of my life! You see...I'm terribly innocent and terrybly good hearted, so, I tend to think everyone is good until they prove me the opposite...but in those last few months I've been proved of the opposite quite a few times. Some fat bitches and frustrated faggots can be prove of this. In order to stop those shits from happening, I'll follow a thing that mom always said to me: "build relations only with people of your level". I don't really understand what that "level" thing is, but for me, it is a sign of people you know that have good character, a bright personality and secure behaviour...yeah, I'm cutting everyone I think that don't fit in this, no second chances anymore, loosers.

Second thing: I'll be less open to people. WTH, why do people always want to take some advantage on you? Anyway, I have nothing to hide, I so want everyone fucking talking about me because I know I'm a person that calls some atention so...well, my life is there, completely open, for all of those loosers take a deep look and envy me to the bones, but don't they expect me to low my guard.

Third, and most important: do things that I like! Man, let's face...I'm fed up already with all that boring law school stuff and my fuuuuuuucking job. C'mon, listening to annoying people complaining everyday and having to judge their questions is stressing...or else is what I imagine, because I'm not a Judge, I'm a conciliator, so, I can't just say "SHUT THE FUCK UP, BITCH! YOU'RE GOING TO DO WHAT I DECIDE" because I have to get an agreement for both parts...both angry, nervous, undecided parts...and yours trully in the middle ^^. Here in Brasil we have an expression for those kinds of situations, it's called "swalling frogs"...you don't understand why? Well...imagine yoursel SWALLING A FUCKING FROCK O___O! Was that pleasant? I don't think so =**
Conclusion: Lets make things a little worthwhile, shall we ? I'm startign guitar classes and I'm back to my violin classes...yeah, I keep singing, but now I have to divide my love for music in three, haha /o/!

I kicked the bucket, I hate law school! I will move to Barbacena next year and study civil engeneering, cheer for me ok? Also, I'm going to study six months in South Africa next year *-*! Here I go, world!

TO finish this post, a song that is meaning a lot for me latelly: LILITH IMACULLATE, from Cradle of Filth

"I'm darknes, I am sin
The queen (king, hehe) of lust invited in
REBORN at least to cast
My fecund shadow on this world"

Think about it =*

Hello everyone, how are you ^^? Well, it has been a long time, I know...I don’t know why I hadn’t  posted here in those two months, but I just didn’t. I think it had a lot to do with my college, work, music studies and so on. I ask for apologies for everyone that I didn’t reply comments or watchs, but I think now I’ve managed to put everything going on, hahahaha ^^

I just want to say: what the fuck is wrong with Visions of Atlantis??? They were supposed to release a fucking great cd this year with they new-former-singer Joanna Nienewska and the girl just…disappeared. They put Maxi Nil, which is a very good singer, on her place, but come on VOA! You took like more than ONE WHOLE YEAR to choose a new singer, then this stuff happens and you just vanish from the world? The Video blogs stopped, the news stopped, we don’t know nothing more about the new album…I think you should know how to treat your fans better ¬¬

About the deviation of the day: recently I posted one song and one drawing. I love “The Key of Twilight”, it has one of the most beautiful vocal harmonies I’ve ever heard. My attempt to do the choirs on the song were kind of fail, but I tried, hahahah. The drawing is a portrait of Shanoa, the main character of the amazing game Castlevania: Order of ecclesia. She tops Zelda on my female character tier. Hope you like it and leave lots of comments :-p